...I see you every day, you red hair glistening and your deep eyes as deep and blue as the sea; and sometimes... as turbulent. You're everything I ever wanted in a man, brave and moral, kind and just, An inspiriting tumbleweed, spreading warmth and unabashed happiness wherever the wind takes you.
...A wanderer.
How many times I have wished I could be there beside you, to pick up the almighty sword, to fly beside you with a graceful leap, to share your skill, your speed, and your convictions.
...I am in love with you in every way. ...It pains me, a sharp, twisted, bleeding pain, to know that I cannot, and will never have you.
...Should I ever meet someone, someone like you... Special... With your lustworthy looks, strength, and skill, with the same red and white haori and turbulent blue eyes, I will finally know just how you would feel in my arms.
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...If only I was able to speak to you.
...If only I could actually see you.
...If only I was able to get you to love me in return.
...If only...
...If only you were real.